memoiRs Of tHe dyiNg

andito nah mE iLigan..

and fraNkLy, miSs ko nA CeBU..ahehe..

nwes, ang patients mAn ang ako gimingawaN..

ug ang lugar..

ug ang pensiOn houSe,,

akO mga rOommAtes(bsat katong mga "roommates" nako.,.dili katong mga roommates lang..bsta..ako na anah..:))

ug ang foods..ang ZAGU!!!! ANG ZAGU!!!!

ug anG maLLS..SM..AYALA..kahit ang ROBINSONS!!!

whEN kaha mgka-maLL ang iLigan nOh???

after 50 million yEars pah cgUro..ahehehe..

d n raba kO mkabaLik ug ceBu..ahai..

life is so against me right noW..

i’ll pRobably post a new bLog if ever mgkaGANA na sad ko..<BR>hahai..cge..tee cee..<BR>mwuah!!

paKing xEt!!! huhuhu.. 45 days wiThout an internet connection..what a buMmer!!!huhuhu,.i really am an addict and i admit that.. i can’t imagine myself a life of no computers and no internet..

that would mean no friendster…no yahoomails..no neopets..no dragOnfabLe…and espEcially…no GUNBOUND.. huhuhuhhu..life!!!!

i really dont wanna go..but its a requirement.. i thnk we’re gonna be too busy anyway to even play computer games..but heck!! its a comfort for me to even sit in front of a computer with a connection..

huhuhu.. i want this to be over and done with!!! i want it now!! huhu..forgive me..

comPuters!!!

friendster,.yahoomail..neopets..dragonfable..

GUNBOUND!!!!!!!

i’M gonna miSs yoU guYs!!! T_T

to yOu..see yoU afTer 45 days..T_T

aS faR as i kNow, mEn lookS for the four B’s:

1. Beauty
2. Boobs
3. Butt
4. Body

lets sTart with BEAUTY. Oh YES.. so tYpicaL for bOys to jUdge a guRl by her looks. they sneEr when they see something "ugLy".. they whistLe when a pRetty gURL waLks by. aren’t they cOncerned bOut how the guRL’s feel?? so insensitive..

theN there is BOOBS. the biGger the better riGht?? yEah riGht?! hmf.. u guYs a re so fULL of it.. how would you like the giRLs jUdge yOu by the size/length of ur c***k..hah!!

aLthough nOt so many do look at the BUTT..but it still counts. the fuller, the better.lalala..guy stuf..sheesshh..i just kNow its on the list..

the BODY..uh huh.. name me oNe gUy..oNe guy..who says the boDy tells it all?? that they do not look at it..look at how much skin is revealed.. how much it has perfected to their every "wants"..then i’ll immediately delete this bLog.

Notice hOw i lefT out bRain?? bEcause boYs rarely want intelligent women. their egos are too big and too sensitive to let a GURL outsmart their dumb moves. shEsh!!mEn..

i have heard in a movie and i quote..

"giRLs, woRship that Body. iT’s the only one yOu’ve got"

"iF yOur man doEsn’t liKe u when yOu look liKe a map,

teLL him to hit the roAd"

oh How tRue!!! gurLs nOwadays have a low self-esteem bEcause of boys whO are so judgemental about things that they have no control off yet they try to.

a friend once told me "i don’t like it when a guy tells me what to wear?" i mean…whO does??? do you guys think that we girLs are NOT capable of dressing ourselves? come’on..we know yOu’re nOt that stUpid..

iT’s noT that i am an extreme feminist or something..but i jUst want to fiGht in behaLf of the women who are controlled by their men..woMen who do not possess confidence enough to fight back against the men ..GAIN THEIR CONFIDENCE BACK..and maintain thaT momentUm..

fOr aLL the wOmen, who are oppressed, depressed,..those who have LOw seLf-esteems..we mUst grow from this challenges and let it help us molden our path to righteousness..

Those men whO judge woMen by their pHysicall appearances, u caN go to hE**..

i hope to God , may all the men grow uP from their cHiLdish habits..

mEn, DO GROW UP..ur tHe onLy partner to us woman.. tHta’s all there is to it..peoPle change..and i know i would/.

tHat’s all..gOod niGht!!!^^

duai na me nkablog..bsta..i hate gLObe na..

face niLa ke money..laliman!! 80/4 days..nah sa una is 50/5days..saon na lng..

ang nightshiFT pd ke 10pm pa start..unsa kaha sa Daytime..atOts man ning gLObe oie..

y r people so money-faced?(nawog-kwarata bah..:p)

bsta..di nko nhn mgunLi…

dani ako xa txan..daun ana xa k ra na..hehe..(blank blank blank daun..ehehhe)

sabot pd mi yeng magSUN..

oi..oi..mga pipol na mgbasa ani..sUn tah..sUn napd ato padatuon..ahehehhe..chege..TC!!!!!^^

anOther suRprise Duty uP on the bOard..hehhe..gwaVeh pd ni oi…giPukaw pah gane ko ug sAu and ana ko ug "NO!!wala’y duTy"..

xet !!of aLL tImes na di mubasa ug fOn pgmata, kato pah jUd nah tyM!!hehehe..pgmata gUd ug 8..pgbasa..tentenenenenen!!! hahha..mgdUty,,..atOwts!! broWn ouT pah jUd sa amO!!haha

mak,tNx daay ke iMu unta ko gipaplantsa sa Nu!! hehehe..la na lng ko anha..madUgai ko samOt!!hehehe..bstah!!lingaw ang duTy!!

paspas gUd au ang duTy!!murag kajUt ra man  mi atoh!!time rUns fast wen uR having FUN jud!!!!hehehe.. iLOVE sexON D!!!!

nwe, pgkagabei,..hhehe,..gitudLuan ko moTor sa ako uncle!!ang saya!!pwede nah kO!! naa na kO basiC knowledge!!! yehey!!1 lingaw kaau ko!!! hahah..

imaGine..nagtiniil ko!!! labay mi dghan tawo!!!haha.. di man ko ka "change gears" if magtsiNeLas..magliSod ko!!!hehehe.. bstah!!nauLaw ko,,..bUT as my unCle said "may’g magtan-aw siLa sa emu tiiL!"..bUT ang sakto na pag-umangkOn said(ako ni hah..heheh), "uu..gwapo gUd ko tiiL!!!"..hahahha…

basta!!graveh na day!!!!!! char na toh!!!!! hehhe..:p

PS: ang txters na kuRni uG joX!!! PABUYAG mu diHa!!! matOd pah ni simer "kuha uG kutsiLyo..dunggaba inyo kaugalingon!!!"..hehe…

mwuah gUys!!! gOod niGht!!!!

"dEnse cLa..pLus hypocrite..pLus ma pRyd..pwd pD seLfish.."

me and a fwenD was talking bout people..and these words came up..and ahmm..my fwend was right ..they are that..and hope they would realize that they are exactly that.. we don’t like telling THOSE people about that because we don’t want them to get hurt..haha..yeah right!!

we just don’t like talking to them. is all..heeheh..gOod thing we are not really together all the time..hehhe.. iam free from their stench and influences..

FREE i tELL yOu!!

fREe…..hhehehe..

what can i Say..hehhe..

all thinGz in liFe are tempoRary..

a wise person once told me "pril, pang-short term kah noh??"

well..yes..i am one..

i believe..everything in life is temporary..there’s no such thing as permamnent..exCept maybe change..

everything moves..everything changes..everything leaves..when i say everything..i mean everything..even life itself..

i have lived my life long enough..oh wait..that makes me sound old..hmm…ow here’s the right one..

i have experiences enough to say that in life, everyting leaves..they somehow leave you..

give you any reason, or leave without any reason at all..not that will hurt..any who..

and just for this reason, i live life to the fullest..i get attached to something and once i sense something is wrong, that separation is near..i prefer to go..or i would ask,.

anyways..that is what my life is..and that is what i prefer it to be..

i had been traumatized once by being too attached to my friends..and where do i end up????

alone..confused..lost..i didn’t know where to  go..they had different paths..lives..i don’t want to intrude..it’s not me..

NOW..i learned to stand up on my own..bieng INDEPENDENT..learning new things is what i do..and i learn things easily..

and here’s another insight..once you go, you go…there is a chance for yOu to come baCk to my life..but mind yOu..it is a really REALLY SLIM  chance that it would be juSt like before..but hey..if you’re willing to take the risk..i dont know what i’d do.

this is me..PANG-Short Term..i had 2-yr boyfriend once..but that didn’t go well..i had more fun and memories with my 4-month bf..oh by the way..they are ex-bf’s nah..

anyway..that is me..

THIS IS ME NOW..although being ME sometimes makes me lonely..well that is the price i am willing to pay to be me..you can’t always happy..i am most of the time happy..and when i am lonely, no one otices..either no one cares..or i am just a great actress..

no one knows me..probably because i don’t know me..but as Of now..

I A M HAPPY OF WHAT I AM NOW..

maybe next year, i would change..or maybe not..i dunow..

but as of now..

I HAVE NO PLANS OF CHANGING…

happy cHristmas to oNe and all

    may yOur new yEar become

prosperous and life-changing..:)

hElow!!

people are suddenly intrigued by the cleavage thing..is that how this world is gonna be now??show skin to be popuLar??show more skin so that you could be center of attention??heheh..rambling..

actually here’s my belief..

"if yOu have it, flaunt it."

it doesn’t necessarily mean i’ve gone wiLd..i’ve gone desperate..i’ve gone looking for something i don’t have..

it just means i’m proud of what i have..and there’s nothing wrong with me(or nothing i want to have), if i flaunt what i have..i am PROUD of it..

according to denise, "diety of opulence"..by definition..goddess of wealth..goddess of abundance..thanx denz for that wonderful compliment..i appreciate that..^^

well..that’s what i have..and that’s what i am proud of..^^..yOu people say "i sooo like the picture"..and i say "thanx,..i appreciate that"..

if i were to post any cleavage pics once again, just let me be..it jUst means i am bored with my life..i have nothing to do..and in time..those pictures would be gone from my profile..beacause i get tired of things so easily..ever wonder y my relationships doesn’t last??hmm..

maybe i’ll change..maybe i wont..i dunnow..

i do like the attention..bUt it actually depends where the attention is coming from..

if yoU are a friend in real life, it is not yoU i am talking about..dont be hurt..

for the strangers out there, lay off..a-holes of the worst kind..pervs!!..hmmff..

PS: if y’all think i am in a bad mood..then you are wrong..i am actually in a good mood right now..^^..i just feel like rambling away all my thoughts and things..^^..my day went well..i just hope tomorow won’t be ruined..-.-..gud niGHt guys..got to get ready for our christmas party tomorow..wish us luck!!^^..loveyoudidon!!^^

yOu know who u are..kana bitawng tawo nah feeler au na xa ako gturYaan dini sa ako blog..bwahahah..

adah oie..dghan kau tawo nah pwd..y did u feel na ikaw ako gsturyaan about??tskk..tskk..hahaaha..

bitaw..bhala n man kah sa emu life..saon nah lng..bwahahah..nalingaw ko..

i still care for you u know..ahahha..chege oie..

chuwi if hurts kah..ahahah..

sa maegOh lang..^^

i’ve seen two movies now that are portraying fLings sa mga lead stars..

is there some meaning to it?? is that where my life is headed??no serious relationships headed my way?? a life fuLL of fLings??

chAr!!!hahah..hear me yearning for a serious relationship..hahha..fuNNy..i’m not actually yearning..bUt i was juSt wondering if i could last in that kind of relationship..i think so..i am willing to try..but no one is really willing to try with me..buhuhu..hehe..

hehe..i guess this is me being bored with my life..i hope magdutY na mi soon..i miSs being buSy..

macKy is right..i wish mabUsy na mi so that there would be nothing else to think about..la na’y lain problemahon..nothing else to worry about..

wiSh: i wish our busy days would come back!!! i would not ask for more..