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Upon the approval of Macky, who was really the one most affected about this story, I post this BLOG of my life…
It was written one bored day during some class in first semester in second year… it had been written originally on a sheet of my notebook…i forgot about it really until we cleaned our room last week .. Im posting this now because. I don’t know the reason… I just feel like posting it…^^,..
This was a time whEn I was alone.. I don’t care about KULASAW. Dawn was still in IIT. I and Francis were still text mates. And everything in my life revolved around KUL which had been split up when Macky did something.. And at this time. I started falling for him.. Francis..hehe..
Characters (people mentioned in this story):
v Lyndon
v Macky
v KULASAW
v Someone
v Love one
v Francis –in the story, he is referred to as him..azn him..u know him..^^
Lyndon doesn’t seem to care so no sense of telling him. I can’t dare tell Macky. He once told me that I shouldn’t be stupid like him. He fell in love with someone who has a loved one. This someone was very loving to him. He took that actions and mistook it for love though he knows that this someone does it to everybody. What’s more stupid is that he admitted this someone. Ain’t that stupid? And because of that the greatest friendship I (we) have ever built vanished. Gone. Poof!! SH*T! I asked Macky yesterday, if he could turn back time and change something, what would he change? He answered (that d**n b**t**d) I would not have formed ___(the greatest barkada ever formed) Sh*t him!! I am slowly beginning to the Macky. There are times that I’d like to avoid him. But there’s no one else he could turn to. His bestfriend (Miko) is far away. Ms. CBA girl is too busy putting make up. I feel like Macky is so alone. He has no friends. Well, he has us but hell-o!!! He is avoiding KULASAW. Because of someone!! and because of that Macky is drifting away from KULASAW. The others think its because of his mom. But NO!! that is not the reason why he doesn’t eat with us anymore. I know the reason. Yes, I do know. IT IS BECAUSE OF HIM!!!! Macky could be so damn selfish. Can’t he see that the barkada is affected by what he is doing? He is so STUPID!! Shit him!! Deep inside he expects that that someone would split with his love one very much. COME on Macky!! Open your eyes. You’re a b**t**d and StuPid!! And selfish!! You’re a stupid bastard!! And selfish too!!! ( thought drift somewhere..someone..) baklag kaayo amu topic. As in.. its about death..hhmmm..actually,near death experiences.. hapit man gud ko.. nagasakay ko ug van.. naa pa jud ko front sit. Drive drive drive ang driver ddtoh dapit mabuhay vinyl corporation..kurbada.. sala man sa jeep na amu na-engkwintro.. Ni-overtake siya.. grabe..hadlok kaayo. Ang ako ra Makita is ang headlight sa jeep. As in.. pero buang ko doh!! Wa lage ko nishagit? Thak you jud ayo LORD kay naa pa ko diri.. basta.. ako na gistory sa iya..you know..him..him..azn him.. daun concerned siya.. touched ayo ko..as in.. AS IN!!! nyahahaha..hehe..kadgahn pa jud xa naka-experience ug near-death experiences. Naa biya siya sakit oist..ehe..basta ana xa nahan daw siya mka-experience anang feeling mamatay.. bad au bah?? Huhhu.. ana ko na naa jud muhilak.. ana siya like who? Ana ko na “ emu family”..ehe.saonz!!! basta.. di nko magHOPE na ma-kami.. it won’t happen. As in!! IT REALLY WOULD NOT HAPPEN!! Az in!!! huhuhu.. the truth huts.. but really honestly it won’t happen!! So dammit APRIL
STOP HOPING!!
–here it ends..
Hehehe.. that was years ago. Now…life is so colorful for me.. ^^,.. kulasaw has a new member.. that is yeng.. we are now known as KULASAW+.. dawn studies now at Iligan Medical Center College.
Macky is a-okay..he approved this d bah??^^.. KUL hasn’t really vanished.. but in a way, I still feel I’m in KUL..individually the people forming this KUL has made me feel like they haven’t really forgotten the memories we shared, and the secrets told.. thank you guys.. ilove you so much..
by the way.. the moment I stopped hoping that me and francis will ever be together, he started to make me feel that there was a chance.. and there was.. he courted me.. we became US…boyfriend-girlfriend stuff..but we broke up.. after that a series of flings..and a content ghel..^^.. I am a happy girl.. no matter what happens..^^, ..
To those who are curious but has the decency to not ask, and those who doesn’t care but is not really affected if I tell.. I am happy..content in life..i may have problems but I know they’ll pass. Someone will always be watching over me..and will always be there for me.. and that I am sure of. ^^.. lallala love life and totootototot hopin’ it would nevah end..^^
