memoiRs Of tHe dyiNg

Raindrops are the bravestthings ever created by God. Want to know why?

because they are never afraid of falling..

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can i be somebody’s raindrop? i know am not afraid..Char Lng..^^

Who are you?

You come in different faces and i stiLL don’t know who you are…

You tell me to trust you, but your absence makes it painful,..

You promise to make me happy but you give me heartaches when i hold on…

You give me strength but you kill me gently…

Are you really blind not to see how much you make me suffer?

You say you can move mountains but why can’t you not make me smile?

You really are a mystery, aren’t you?

And i don’t know who you are…

I don’t know if you’re good or bad…

‘Cause you know when i try to feel you, it just hurt…

HEART

iT’s next

to IMPOSSIBLE

to find

somebody

who will NEVER

make you

CRY..

so…

gEt tHe next

best thing…

fInd soMeoNe whO’s

woRth aLL tHe PAIN!!

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so true..when wiLL i ever meet thE guY who’s goinG to be woRth iT??…*sigh….

iT startEd likE this..Y_Y

my hEad hUrt…majOr hEadAche..dUnnow why..it juSt huRt,,do i really have to explain the pathopHysioLogy of headAche..uhmm..any ways..as i waS saYing…MAJOR HEADACHE..

fIrst thinKing..it wAs cOz of hUnger..i ate..breakfast..lunch..then 3 meatbreads.. hu wud be hungry afTer tHat???it was nOt cOz of hUnger..

uhmm..tHen i thought iT was tHE heat..i tOok a bath..a long cooLd baTh..to soooth my nErves..neuRons..bRAin..whAteVah..did nOt woRk..hEad stiLL hurt..

tHen…i VOMIT..sorta eFfective..vomitted EVERYTHING i ate..from breakfAst to Lunch..to meatbreadS..EVERYTHING..i duNnow whY..

i hAve aLwaYs like tHe feeL of vOmiting..i duNnow why..

my rOomates(when we LIVED in cebu) toLd me i hAd "monster burps"..i do acTually..i donT know..they were "monstrous" since i couLd remember..

then theres vomiting../-.-/i donT haVe a probLem with that..is it a disease oR somEThing?? i duNow..i hOpe nOt..bUt i hav no pLans of goiNg to the doctOr very soon..it woULd only add expense..and if i DO go..i wouLd only add to our probLems.. that’s another story..

my head okAy now..i doN’t know..

the voMit sort of heLPed..