memoiRs Of tHe dyiNg

ahmm…hehehe.. beh..if i couLd use oNe woRd to dEscribe my dAy, it wouLd be UNEXPECTED..

ako day?? ah,,.. pagmata nq (9 kapin) nalepong ko..i think it was becoz la ko nanihapon bEi..hehehe.. dAun..nAtuLog ko bALik..hehehe..pagmata nAH ko bAlik(quarter to 11), nagtuyok nAh ako world..so i gUess tunGod ke wa ko nanihApon bei aNd wa ko naMahaw nena..hahaha… txt daun ko ni yeng..kita mi One..pag tindog nako, ang woRLd gatUyok..hahaha…

amaziNg pah jUd is..niTxt anG mgA pipoL nAh uNexpeCted kAu mtxt..hahaha…firSt c rALph("tctm8" nako)..hahaha..weiRd kiD..ako gipaBantay sa eYa yayabz nAh nUrsing pd..haha..ang name..liaNe..cuzn dAw xa ni liAne..hahaha..naLisaNg kah nOh?! chismosa pUd kAh dAh..hahaha.. sEcond is niTxt si "bebe"..hahaha…mErz!! bhLa na xA..gapA feeL aNg hangAL na muUndAng nAh mi txt..eh di go!! y noT?! mUra pd xA ug fRancis ug dRama dAh!! gapafeeL na nhn nAh mgbuLag ang reLationship..eh di buLag..xet lang mhen..hahaha..

Unexpected nAh pd—kit-an naKo Leo sa gym..xet!!…whAt was hE doing tHere??!!! shox ko dAh!! gibiyaAn japun nQ..igO raH ko nAg-nOd..hahaha..meRz niYa..

what eLse..hhhmmm..haha..naGduLa mi ni yeNg ug bAdmintOn..hehe..y kLaro..hAngin mAn gud sA cEd..tsktsktsk…hahaa..nangadtoh dAun mi gym..taNaw quiz show..xetz..gibEra dAun ko yEng..di "daw" xa nahan nah mA-unconfortable ko..hahaha..cAring si yEng nOh?? pwahahahaha.. ngAdto hyK dAun mi pAdung sA pArk..dAun bEfore we got tHere, natAgbuAn mi sa AnnoVa sA ako aunt jUdy(naa sA aUstRia) na ang nagdrivE si dAddy( u know my dad..dad peter..haha)..kaELa ka’g gehaTod mi pArk..bUt sArado mAn anG lami nA pan Q(agaiN??!!! y mAn jUd nAh?? bAsin sAkto ang giEngon ni yEng nAh nangadToh bOracay siLa..hahaha..rAyna!!..)..so gEhatOd nAh lang mi ni dAddy sa tEdt’s…laMi jUd didtOh ui!! mapUra pd kA uG habhab!! ang nAgastOh namu ni yEng is 140pesos(sa aMu na ng dUha ha!!)..bUt BUSOG KAAU mi..haha..so amU naH lng gihYk ang sentro sA xudad pAra mAhuwAsaN sA amU pagkAbUsog..hahaha..nAnganVas mi uG sApatos..naa mi nAkit-an..niCe xa..ganahan ko dHai..kit-an pUd naKo si diaNNe(gwapa jUd ka yOt)..ahahhaha..aFter anA, gihAtod ko ni yEng sA baLay..heheh..la kAu mi kAcHeka..naa mAn guD ako lola sA amu chekaHan pLace..so didto mi sA kwArto na nAa’y TV..haha…kUng ako ibutAng sAh pLace with TV..heLom kaau ko..coNcentrate jud ko sa TV..labi nAh if aUs aNG saLida..na!hahaha..sAu gUd nakauLi si yeng..hehehe…pag-uLi pd ni yEng, natuLog ko..hahaha..xaon..pgmata naKo, sAbot daUn paRa CP..xet..waz jUd ko moNey!! xet!! sAon..wa pJud ko mp3..gAmitOn ni bOjji sAh fEiLd triP..xet!! huhuhuhu..DI PAH JUD KO UNLI!!!! XET some mOre!!!!huhu.. i feeL nAh maLas aKo dAy ugMa..huhuhuhu..i juSt wish waLa ang mga kurimAw..feeL naKo di mAniUdto(if u know what i mean..which u don’t..bwahaahahahahahA)…

hOnEstLy, i miss him..bUt f mAo naH anG desisyOn..eh di go..hehehe..(nAseRyos uG kaLit?!) na-pra2x naH jUd ko!! xet mAn ni Ui!!!! huhuhhuhuhu..bug-at aKo harT!! y iS diS?!!! huhuhu..mAtuLog naKo ui..xet! hahahahha

oh yEah!!! duGang,..nakAbaNtay si DADDY sa ako hEnna tattoo..hahaha..suMbong xA MOMMY..haha..mag-yaw2x nAh tana mommy..anan dn si dadi naH "ako pD magpatattoo sTicker"..bwahahahahaha…naHeLom si mami..naUkay!!! bwahahahaha….un pOh..hahahahha…my DAD rox..\m/..hahahaha

iLoveyOu!!!

gbU..

mwuAh!

the time is—–3:12 am..hehehe…abAs ani ui..

tAnaw ko CSI and RocKstAr:sUpernovA!!! xet mhen!!hahaha…

ginAhan kau ko kAron nAh day( ghpon man daay..hahaha)..weird..

i really thought naH piRti kabOring sA ako day..it wud end into waLa..i nEver exPected nah unAtoh mu-end..happy ko!! whehehehe…naLengaw ko..

i think i Am forcing myseLf parA maLengaw..i dunow…all i kNow is..NALENGAW KO!!whehehe..

naa ko heNNa sa ako  liKod..chOi..hahaha..choi!!!ani man gUd toh..nakamata ko 8am..daUn nka2g bLek, mata 9!! hehehe..nkamata ko ke nitxt si kit2x ug "in padung nAh kO skuL.."hahaha…baNg!!mao pAh pagmaTa nako..hahaha..saon!! xet mehn..ligo gUd dAun..hehe..paG-abOt naKo skuL, nag-pahEnna si kit2x..suYa ko!! xet..ako saD!!hahaha…mao tOh..tanAwa sA ako pRofiLe nAh lng..hehehe

nAgduLa pd ko doTa sA oPis..xet..bAngaA nako ui..i nEed to praktis..di nAko mu-attend ug kLase..mag-doTa nAh lng ko piRmi..xet..hahahaha

next pd is nAgkita mi sa aQ cuzin nAh football pLayer(si sAsa gud..sear iya naMe sa fwenster "-fReakawt-"..nOw nAh!!hehehe..kaela kAg, nAalaan niYa si kUya RD na uYab nAko..xet!! gieGnan nako ug "unxa kAh mAn?! maEstro nA mu nAh!" ana dn xa "aw..kengon koh!!" xet!!! hahahahaha…

nhn ko sA ending sAh ako day..taN-aw maN ko ug "NIGHT OF DANCES"(chaka kau ug name, i know) with yeng, kuya RD, maki, and a bunch of other CSM studz..naNggawas mi ni yeNg ug kUya ards..ngita ko snAk..la man ko’y lamiaN sA skul..so ana ko "adtoh tAh pArk..paRa pAn cuE"..sAbay dAun si chA2x saamu..xEt!! pag-abot naMu ke siRado ang lami nA pan q!! malik mi hike..nag-beefy nAh lang mi..hehehe..nHn ko..nLengaw ko pamigA(bigAon nah jUd daay ko noh??! si yenG2x jud anA!! hahaha..pis..(–,"v)..) xet!!hapi dAy kaau..pAti sA akong pAg-uLi..xet..la japun..hahahha…

by tHe wAy, na-expression nAh nko anG xet…xet kaau..xet lng..ana Gud..hahaha…

dhAi, amBot nAko!!ako maTa tawon..hahaha…matuLog nAh siGuro ko..naNgurOg nAh ako kAmot..xet nA aiRcon..hahahaha..nAunxa mAn ko ui.!!! XET..hahahhahha..bUang nAh!! gbu gUys!!!

dotA???!! hoNest lang tHere is A really biG chAnce nah mAadik kOh ani!! xet!! hehehe.. linGaw xa..pLus ang mga "hari" sa doTa ke giegnan ko  ug things naH curious ko itRy…xet!! if maAdik ko ani, deLikado..hahaha..mpabayaan nAh nko ako studies aNd everything..ROW!!!! hahaha..nAa man jUd naH neMu nOh??? mApugngAn rAh mAn sAd..wA p mAn pd nag-uRos2x…hahaha..uNxa nAh?!!! GUGMA?! xet lang..hahaha…

ngKita mi nEha yot!! pirti..nAwaLa daun???!! wA maN guRo kO nahigUgma niYa…bcn mingaw laNg jud ko..bawahahahaaha…nabUang nAh!!

pwd ko mUrekLamo dini??? xet kAu ako sxnm8s ui..mgsAbot daUn la’y kLaro!! xet..di rA ba juD kO nhn uG pirti ka waLa’y kLarong sAbot!! xet..kabaLo bAh mu nAh wa ko ni apiL ug WALL CLIMBING(yes dear!!naga climb ko ug wall) tungOd laNg niLa?!!! xet!!daUn whoLe dAy, gatanGa q rAh sA skuL!?! xet kau!!xet!!xet!! a dAy wasTed!! xet!! ugMa(unyAh dAay..1am na man) muAdtoh dAw ko ct wid tHeA.,xaOn?!!! mag_unxA mi ni thea magdAyong sa cHart?!! y mAn sA hapon?! xet!! xet!!grrrrrrrrrrrrr..i hate this jUd?! xet!!

ahmm..ngCheka na pd mi kit2x neha..hehhe..duGay na juD mi wa kacHeka..hehe..miss u kits!!

ngtaMbay pd ko sa DHS(opis sA nUrsing)…nagduLa siLang sir gio and oThers ug doTa..tanaw ko..lengAw ko..hehe

tuDLoan pd ko ni pAye ug guitar rorow!!!whehehehe…

daUn pirmi mi kuYog ni yEng..mGa tawO ke weiRD!!! pirMi tutok?!! hahai..PEOPLE of the WORLD!!! uyab mi ni yEng!!! hahahahaha…kamu na bahaLa ana na inFo..mutuo baH mu or diLi..basta ako, c yeng, c maki, c ge and c chLoe kabalo sa tRuth…go c. pArkers!!! hahahaha…

kiT.an nako ako cruSH neha..nagduLa xa..hahaha..whhheeeeeee….naMansin xa!!! take noTe: XA ANG UNA NAMANSIN!!!..saYa ko ding!! nalepay aNg bayoT!!! hahaha…bRyt xa naH baYot daUn duLa pd xa..tssskk…nuon!! bagay sa iyAng course ang iyang sport..hahaha..

naa pu’y gi-cheka sa ako c yeng..bastah dhai(para ni ke yeng), ignore ignore lang emU dRama ha!! aYaw na lang i-mind..love biya taka..hahaha…

dAog daw ang chorAL??how tru??how tru??? i dunow how tru…hahahaha….la q tanaw..uhmm to tell you tHe truTh, BORINGAN koh dhai!!! la n man guD si ate cha!! ktoh xa mu’y taLented..xet..mkasuya!!hahaha…

ahhhmm..what else..aw dhai?!! ghapon daaY na eVent..haha

SOUND COORDINATOR(CSM Cheerdance Competition): APRIL SHEENA PHILLINE M. OLIVEROS!! hahaha…nagtanga rAh ko didtoh yot!!gitawag dAun ko marion..ana xa sugoon daW ko..y not?!! naa nuon ko ticket..hehehe..syAng ui..hUgaw ang CSM..nyz nuOn ang unifoRm..hehehe..chix..MEOW!! hahaha…xaon!!

hEre’s 2 queries of tHe mind to ponder upon…

1. uYab baH jud si Yeng ug April(dhai, ako ni…hahaha)???

2. did April’s(dhai, ako japun ni..bwahehehe) dAy reaLLy was a wAste??

hehehe..

dhAi, matuLog nAh ko ui..xet..frensTer biLaran??!!xet laNg..hahahaha..tegedeng!! hahaha.. gud nYt dhai..love taka..

hi!!! nakabALek nako fRom minAuLon..naBore ko didto but hEck!!!grabEh anG events didto!!!aHak kAu nah weekeNd..UNEXPECTED kaau!!

xet!! geAhAk nAh leo..az if jud!!FC kau sa ako lola..ahak..la jud ko naimpress..grrr..kaeLa ka’g nananghid xA sA ako lola na mAnguyAb xa!! xet..wa ko naimpRess..kapiLa nah nko xa eGnan nah di ko niYa!!xet..

gEgnan nah nako naa nko uYab!!!di maminaw!!xet..gahi jud ug uLo..di biya jud xa impRessive..waLa ko nA-touch..wala!!!corny rAh kaU xa!!xet!!

nagtxt pd ko saH tawo!! murAg nkatabAng!!wa jud!!nonsense..xet!!

maypa si dianne..ako gtxan…bskag di unLi, nitxt..nagpaunLi xa!!!txtx daun mi..nkatabang jud ka yot..lamat au..

ahak jud..padaun ko unya!! adtoh paH ko skuL!! bsta

"XET U LEO!!!!!"

dhai,. manglangyaw na mi..adto na mi MINAULON..akong HOME..Hehehhe..

but nagtanaw ko muVi nena..nyZ kau ang liNe sa mUvi..

"it’s not really about doing things that u love to do always but it’s doing the things with the person u love.." - from THE BREAK UP

nice jud..

ahak..maEgo taNa xa aNi..bUt feel nako di jApon xA kbntay ani..di maN xa tigfRenster..hahai..ahak xa..hehe..

bitAw, i’ll be gone for two days..so siLent mode sAh ako frEnster..hehehe..gbU mu tAnan…

loVe biyA tamU biskAg unSa paH mu..

guYs, mag-engAtz biyA mu hA!! mandA!!hehe..wabxew!!!

wala ko’y maBuhat sA ako lyf..di ko nHn magtUon..

what i did was rEad my tEstimoniaLs.. nice maN daay noh??

knowing nAh dGhan ga-luv sA emU..dgHan ga-care..

what so gReaT is tHat katOng mga piPoL na nag-enGon ug "luv U priL" aRe the Ones who reALLy stood uP for me..nAA jUd cLa..eVen if duGay na mi nAgkiTa, pagKita nAmu, mgpiNansinAy jud mi..with all huGs and everything..

ang nAka-fuNNy is kAtong mGa pipoL na uN, are tHe ones who i cAnt/didn’t eXpect nAh ma-cLose nq..azn..cLa pjUd ang nAgdugAy nako nA frieNds bah..

i knOw theY are heRe alwayS..anytime kaaU..

for exAmpLe:

LateLy i’ve been hAving tRoubles with my life(mga siTuations nAh di nq ippagAwas in pUbLic)..

what i waNt is to taLk to someOne naH, kaiLa nAh sA ako bAh..ang tinUod nAh ako..mkasAbot sAh ako, ke xA pd nakaExperieNce nAh sA ako situAtion..

nAgkitA mi gNeha sA pArk..and we tALked..not onLy did i taLk and share nq tAnan..naA pd xaY updAtes sA eYa life..hahay..gWabe..mejU oKay na pd biYa ko aFter sA amu tALk..hahai..tHat’s wHat i caLL FRIEND..

acTually, nitxt jud kO niYa uNa coz i reALLy needed sOmeone to tALk to..and i kNow sA akonG topiC, xA raH jUd aNg mkasAbot..

tHough i kNow naa aNg KULASAW and c yEng, lAhi rAh jUd xa..gNhan jUd ko ke we aRe hOnest wiTh eAch oTher..hOnest lang—-NEVER have i lied to this pErson..sPeciaL jud xa..

i wouLd juZ like to aNNounce to aLL people:

DIANNE F. GUIANI is a gReat friEnd..most speciaLLy sHe is mY fRiend..dOnt eVen fuCkin’ thiNk of messiNg wiTh hEr!!got it?!

bAstaH yAn..thaNx sO muCh for bEing hEre..i reaLLy needed tHat talk..mwuah!!loVe u iAnne!!! ^^

perfect love is rAre inDeeD - fOr tO bE a loVer wiLL reQuiRe tHat yOu cOntinUaLLy hAve:

• tHe sUbtlety oF tHe vEry wiSe
• tHe fLexibility oF a chiLd
• tHe sensiTivity of tHe aRtist
• tHe unDersTanding oF a phiLosophEr
• tHe aCCeptance oF a sAint
• tHe toLeraNce of tHe scHoLar
• tHe fOrtitude of The cErtain

—-cOmmeNt:—–

dGhan keLangan nOh?? sAon mAn ni???unana jUd daAy kadgHan aNg mGa keLangan???tsk..tsk..tsk..wa jUd kO kabnTay katoNg "ako" ang "in Love"….hahahaha…sAon..kAron??ahhhmmm..wa ko kbLo..di lagE ko wiLLing buHaton nAh?? laBi na aNg "flexibiLity of a chiLd"..unsAh ko mu-tUmbLing??? hehe..nag-joKe ko!!kaTAwa diHa!! bAgon tAka!! hehehe..bitAw, i’m nOt sUre if i’m wiLLing..bUt i-tRy..tAnawOn..hehe..amBot lanG..tAnawon..di pD ko wiLLing buhAton nAh tanAn dAun siyA ke waLa lang nOh?!! di pd kO bUang?!?! di pd ko tAnga!! ahmm…unxa mAn ko??!!somEone na keLangAn ug ka-taLk..and i wAnt someone nAh kaBaLo jUd sA taNan!!! so DIANNE, emunG lobot padaLea!!! pirmi bz!! biDa ninG siKat ui!!! hehehe…mwuah yAn!! loVe biyA taKa..txt me lnG…tc!!! bye..gbu!!!

eVery teaR of sAdnEss tHat we sHed fOr a pErson we loVe is a cApsule of mEmory tHat wE haVe to leAve bEhind.. wE faLL in loVe so tHat wE wiLL leArn, wE gEt huRt so tHat wE wiLL becOme sTrong.. aNd wE crY so tHat wE cAn leT go aNd fiNd oUr pLace in tHe liFe of sOmeoNe whO wiLL loVe uS tHe wAy wE hAve loVed..

lalom kaau noh??!!!heheehehe..buT ginhan kaau ko sa mEaning..nhn nko isPreaD..magbuOt daay??!!hehe..

love you poh..^^

TANGA /ta-nga/: (noun):

1: isang  taong walang alam kundi mangolekta ng kaibigan tapos mangrereklamong single;

2: lalaking mahilig mambabae at nagugulat pa everytime ayaw pagtiwalaan ng mga liligawan;

3: ex mong iniwan ka for some reason then biglang magparamdam ulit after some jurassic years;

4: babaeng ilang beses na naloko sa paparehong dahilan pero di matututo;

5: kaibigang di makaramdam na more than friends ang tingin mo sa kanya, nagmamanhid-manhidan lang for art sake.

MANHID /man-hid/: (adjective)

1: short for "man hiding"

–hiding from what??!! a relationship that could either make him happy or miserable… if he’s having doubts bOut you, DITCH HIM!! why stay with a man not committed to you and the things you do??!! DITCH HIM…he is not worth waiting for…DITCH HIM… aLL benefits are for him only.. DITCH HIM..

HE DOESN’T DESERVE YOU!!!

HAPPINESS is a very subjective factor in one’s lyf..being hapi doesnt depend on acheiving wat u want, but rather making the bEst of wAt u R GIVEN..Life is not fAir..it neVer was..tHe only thing tHat cAn mAke yOu completely happy is CONTENTMENT..be contented of wat u hav, bUt bE sure to aiM higH.. and never sTop beLieving yoU cAn do BETTER evErytime..bUt if eLse faiLs, doNt forgeT tHat an oRdinary YOU  hAs An EXTRAORDINARY GOD to back you Up..