memoiRs Of tHe dyiNg

a couPLe waS cRossing tHe bridGe.. he wAs kinDa sCared so he asKed her, "sWtheart, pleAse hoLd my hAnd sO thaT u won’t faLl into tHe rivEr".d gurL sEd "no. YOU hoLd my hAnd." he aSked "whAt’s tHe difference?"..d gurL repLied "tHere’s a biG diffeRence. if i hoLd uR haNd and someThing hAppens to me, cHances aRe dt i mYt let go oF ur hand.if u hoLd my hAnd, i knOw for sUre dt no mAtterwhAt haPPens, uL never let my haNd go."—

does it mean the guRl trusts thE guy…but sHe doesn’t trust herseLf??? heLp me..i am confused..

it’s better for a person u lOve to be happy with someone else than to bE loneLy with yOu. fOr most it iS caLLed SACRIFICE.. bUt i name it BULLSHIT..

sAkto biYa..y give up ur happiness..if he’s happy with someone eLse, mOve on..kadagHan ug tawo dAna na wiLLing mu-caRe sA emu in wAys, he couLd never have done.. think of it like this..HE WAS WILLING TO GIVE YOU UP JUST FOR HIS OWN HAPPINESS..sELfish..ain’t he?! if he was that seLfish, y can’t you be oNe..give him up fOr yoUr own sake..y hoLd on to him..he gAve you up..he’s not worth hoLding on to..sheeeessh…common sense..

"in the maze of love..tRy nOt to Lose yOurseLf t00 muCh tHat wHen lovE’s nO longEr wiLLing to stAy, uL stiLL haVe wiTh yoU tHe grEateSt possEsion aNd giFt tHat no oNe couLd eVer tAke away……YOURSELF."

i am nOt stRong..i assure you tHat..i aM just reaListic..y would i try to hoLd on to people whO does’nt wAnt to be heLD?! common sense.. GAGA, BUGO, BUTA..

ur saying riGht now..aahhh..wa pah ni xa na in-love..hell..to tell you truth, i’ve been there..and guess what, being in love gives great joy to one’s life..i was happy with him..but we broke up after 4 months…best four months..i was hurt at first but months (actually it was a couple of weeks..=P) and i’m healed..now, i can’t wait to fall in love again..but i am looking for the right person to fall for..i can’t wait to feel again how much someone loves you..to feel the caRe..the support..and the assurance that no mattEr how ugLy you aRe, theRe is aLways soMeone there to saY "ur beaUtifuL"..tHat’s it..

tHe fLings don’t mattEr, they aRe jusT fun fun fun..unless there’s something mutual between you guys..beinG in love is a gReat feeling..bUt i am jUst not reAdy to fall for tHe wrong guy..

i am hAppy..i have no bf bt currently a fling..but we got this mutUal thought tHat we are nOt up to serious relationshipS because we aRe both busy wiTh our studiEs and our scheds won’t allow us to have one..we vaLue communication very much..and time after time, we do that..

we sTarted durinG suMMer..and we are still on-going..am happy like this..i think he is..i dunno..^^,..hehe..

what we value is the truthfulness between Us..we know we can’t say "i love you" to each other..because basically we don’t..we care for each other deeply..and we are on the sAme level of thinking about tHat..so no complains here..

he gives me relief from studies and comforts me when i’m down(except kung iya ko kuliton dn iya ko asaron..grrr..hehe..)..and im jus plainly THANKFUL that he’s here..in everything, tHe essence of trust is not in its bind but always in its bond..=)

mwuah be.

feeL nAko..b0red mAn k0 bEh!!unsAon mAn nAh nemU?!paLag?!nyahaha..

_Gugmang giatay_

bout ko’ng ikaw masayud,
ug paminawn mo,
kay kun pananglit,
yam-iran mo,
mga panumpaw ug pasalig ko
kay kun ugaling
kalit kang mubiya,
d ko kapugngan mahog ning mga luha
kay ikaw akong himaya
handumon ko matag karon ug unya
ikaw langit ug yuta
AKONG PINANGGA??.

ULAY?.

unya mihabol ang kangitngit
nga giduyugan sa ulan..
ug sa kalit lang nahanaw
ang bidlisiw sa adlaw..
oh, kahayag sa imong panagway
nga naulipon sa gugmang giatay..
inday paminawa
kabus kong gugma
nga kanimo akong gi gasa..
dili ko man mahatag
ang tanang bahandi ning
kalibutan apan inday,,
dungga intawn
ang alaot nga na
ULIPON sa GUGMANG GIATAY…………

In a world where almost everyone meets a jerk, you know you don’t need to be serious.

Hangout, pretend and play with them. Have fun and stop: no attachment, no commitment no pain.

Convenient, isn’t it? But at the end of the show, you know you’re still yearning for something genuine.

You realize that what you are really looking forward to is

someone who can look at you straight in the eyes and tell you he/she loves you,

someone worth every risk of pain,

someone who’ll stay,

someone who will simply make a difference..

For singles: Don’t feel downcast of having no partner. You’re being admired by a number of people for having witty choices.

For doubles: Stay in love. Life is more meaningful when you have someone special.

For triples: You are so pathetic. Contentment is what you lack and that would not make you’re life happy and nice.

kaduha nah nako ni..ahak man ni wui…xamok..taas nah kau aq naencode na reset lang ug balek..ahak..GOOD MOOD NAH TANA KO!!

HAHAI..

naunxa na ang world..kaela ka ug repeat tanan?!!aha ka kita ana..tAnGa lang jUd!!

taka2x lang pud engon si sir..sa knuckles daw??!!haha..taka lang..

sa akong part, TANGA lang jud kaau ko..aHak man wui..Tanga!!frustrated ko..lame xagit..di ko nahan..mutulo ako sip-on..hahahaha..xaon..

tabang beh!!txt2x tah..09_6_619_77..cge na beh?!!fil in the bLanx tah..hehee..

kapoia wui..sYstem oVerLoad!!!!!saVe me frOm tHe nOthing i’ve bEcome!!!!bRing mE to Life!!!hehe..

bitaw..

weak na kaau ko..prOmise..keLangan nako ug kiss..knxa ang willing muhatag..txti lang ko..tnx..mwuah!!!

what am i doing here??? i have nothing to do here..OMG..its 3am..and i’ve got a game tomorrow..it’s not a serious competition but just a game..a game for the sake of game..shhheeeesshh..ahmm..i am tired..i need to sleep before my head aches..i’ve got nothing to wear..i’ll wera a gown..hehe..i am happy right now..just found out..i dun like BF’s..now, those who court i entertain..but there is no guarantee that i’ll say yes..traumatized??u could say so..my pride could’nt take it..play me as a fool..so stupid and i let myself be fooled..i guess im just stupid..dunow if that will happen to me again..hmm..now i like my life..c.parkers..panQ..where is KULASAW??haven’t heard from them..actually, i pretty much dun care..hehe..y?? coz im a bitch..i am alone bt it doesn’t mean i am lonely..it’s like that..:)..i like myself..boost of self-confidence—knowing that someone loves you enough to wait for you..i love that..mwuah..>_<..